ugh... I'm trying so hard not to let all these things get to me. If I can just get through the physical pain without passing out from it...seriously. At times I wonder if I'm on this earth to be the medical communities guinea pig.
I am not feeling sorry for myself but I wish I could get a short break perhaps.
As far as the other stuff goes, time will tell. I can only do what I'm capable of... and apparently, I can't save the world...so I've been told.
ah well... maybe I can save a fraction of it 
